I pray thee, O God, that I may be beautiful within. (Socrates)

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My Journal

Life is a never ending story :)

In this journal I explored and recorded my efforts to overcome the paranoia and other problems which ruled my life. My biggest problem was that I intellectualize my pain and fear--keeping it at an arms distance--instead of allowing myself to feel and experience it.

This journal made this possible. As of November 27th, 2000, I have decided to close it. I feel a need to leave the chrysalis of Lady Fribble behind and move on to the next stage of my life. I may give an update someday, but I'm not planning on it. From now on, I will just keep my own private journal.

If you wish, you can start here. And if you need someone to talk to, you can still email me.

UPDATE 6/28/2005 - I've gone back to school to be an art therapist. My ex has remarried and has another child. My children are doing well in school. I have had one surgery to remove cysts from my sinus cavities and I am probably going to need a hysterectomy. But while I am still struggling, I am rather pleased with the direction of my life.

November 2000 27th
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