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Just to keep things straight, I must admit that Corwin is not my biological brother. Sad to say, my biological brother is a rather unstable person, with extreme mood swings. Corwin is the older brother I never had. I suppose the proper term would be "cyberbrother", but he is as dear to me as if we were of the same flesh and blood.

He has sent me such wonderful poems and I have tried to send him some of my own. I have put them here for you to enjoy.

Lady Fribble

I'm afraid of being alone, I'm afraid of not being alone.
I'm afraid of what I am not, and afraid of what I am.
I'm afraid of the things I missed, afraid of those I didn't miss.
I hate connecting up with people and not touching them.
I hate living a life that seems empty and void of love.
I hate those not answering back out of fear or indifference.
I feel so much love, can't understand why others don't?
I cry for every unborn baby, every beaten woman, every sour relation.
I cry for every child in pain, every backstabbed heart, every sorry.
I cry for all, and hope my tears can sooth some wounds.
My friends, please don't laugh if someone cares about you whatever the issue.
Please, don't turn your back on a desperate world.
We need more; much more. We need each other to find strength.
We need each other. Period.
For you see.....
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for,
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking a fool for love,
for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon.
I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow,
if you have been opened by life's betrayals or
have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!
I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own,
without moving hide it or fade it or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own,
if you can dance with wildness and let the ectasy fill you
to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be
careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you're telling me is true.
I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself;
if you can bear the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
I want to know if you can be faithful
and therefore be trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see beauty
even when it is not pretty every day,
and if you can source your life from God's presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine,
and still stand on the edge of a lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon, "Yes"!
It doesn't interest me to know where you live
or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up after a night of grief and despair,
wear and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done
for the children.
It doesn't interest me who you are, how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you from the inside
when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself,
and if you truly like the company you keep in empty moments.
When I think of you...I see infinity revealed
within a single human heart.
I am humbled....And I know joy!

Your Prince in arms, your brother in spirit, you gallant friend,

My tears are mixed with sadness and joy,
For I have finally found you, dear brother,
And I wouldn't give you up for anything in the world.
I wish I had found you sooner,
And had been there when you needed someone
To tell you "You are loved",
To listen and share your pain.
But we have each other now,
And as we heal our hearts,
Our world is a brighter place
Because our lights shine together.

Continune shining, dear Brother Corwin.
Your Loving Sister

Within you, I see myself
Words let alone, just cannot express
Vanishing yesterday, was my sorrow, across the miles
Appearing today, upon my face, a million smiles
So far away, but my hand, so firmly held
To love you now, I am compelled
Bewildered no more, my past unfold
Flowing motionless, throughout a story untold
Olden for etenity, but now anew
I have to say, I do cherish you

Pieces of you make me whole
And give me daily strength.
When I put my love together
I have my love at length.
We shared our hearts
And combined our thoughts,
Even with distance between our bodies.
Our souls connected all the parts.
Harmony existed in our dreams,
There we created a bond that grew,
And being apart isn't what it seems
Because I find pieces of you inside me.
Life takes some crazy turns
and where we thought we would be
is not where we always end up.
We don't know what the future holds
and where we will be
or what we will be doing
There are a few things in life
you can depend on,
as you begin your journey to follow your dreams.
When you lose your way,
or you feel overwhelmed,
or you, just, need someone to talk to...
don't wait for me...
because, I won't be behind you
and don't try to run to catch up with me...
because, I won't be ahead of you.
You should know
I've always been,
and will always be....
right beside you.

Your brother Corwin

Here's another great poem Sister...the key to my heart!!!!

I closed the door upon my heart
And wouldn't let anyone in
I trusted and loved - only to be hurt
But that would never happen again
I locked the door and tossed the key
As hard and as far as I could
Love would never enter again
My heart was closed for good
Then You came into my life
And caused me to change my mind
Just when I thought that tiny key
Was impossible to find
That's when You put your hand in mine
And proved to me, I was wrong
Inside your palm was the key to my heart
You had it all along.
And here is what you mean to me......

A shadow in the sunlight,
a leaf upon a tree,
A spider in a silk web,
weaving so intricately.
A raindrop in a storm cloud,
the plume upon a dove,
Chocolate in a valetine,
inscribed with silver--"love"...
A four leaf clover in a clover patch,
a black sky and a single star,
Within my heart and to my soul,
these are the things you are.
Look at me, look through my eyes-
what exactly do you see?
What colors come out, to play with you-
which do I let free?
Do you see the smile, as brightness shines-
with sun that burns the soul?
And shattered memories, to catch on fire-
the flame that takes his toll.
Do you see the tears, that compete for the Exit-
as the heart shows them the way?
When darkness falls, with Pain as their Leader-
and Angels kneel to pray.
Do you see the Child, who sleeps in Pink-
and dreams of the Merry-Go-Round?
Who spins too fast, and starts to cry-
and falls onto the ground.
Do you see the Rose, that yearns to grow-
and begs the Sun for blessing?
But, sooner or later, the petals fall-
as Death is harshly pressing.
When you look in these eyes, do you only see Green?-
and not the colors inside?
Can you see the Past, do I let it show?-
Can you see the existence I hide?


My dearest Brother, can you see?
The noble being I see in thee?
The warm smile--the twinkled eye--
The arms that would hold me when I cry...
Though we have never spoken face to face,
In my heart you have a special place.

Past your eyes, I find
The beauties of an intricate mind.
The color I see have no name,
For they come from another plane--
One where you and I often strolled,
Through fields of reddened marigolds.

With pewter eyes and ambered hair,
I can hardly be called a beauty fair,
But in that realm beyond our sight,
My heart has a brilliant light
With which I have found you, my friend,
And our walks can continue again...

@>-->-->----- cyber-rose Princess,

Today is the day...
That dreams will be made...
Memories will be created...
And love will shine...

Shine like the sun...
And the sun shines bright today..
For today is our day..
Our day to be carefree..

Our day to love..
Our day to be together...
Today is a special day...
For today belongs to us...

So let the sun shine..
The birds sing....
The clouds float by...
And the children play...

For today is our day..
Our day to love...
Our day to cherish..
And our day to be together...

Dearest Brother,

There were paths we walked
When we were young.
The field of wildflowers we ran through,
Laughing at the sun.

The misty lanes we danced on
Under the moon's silvered light.
The stars we wished upon
On a summer's night.

There was music in the air
As we splashed in the rain.
Promise me that one day
We will do it again.

We will again make castles
Out of golden sand,
And walk the snowy trail
Through a winter wonderland.

Until then we'll share our stories
Of happiness and pain.
At least our hearts will still be close,
Though the distance remains...

A knight is sworn to valor,
His heart knows only virtue.
Hs blade defenses the helpless,
His might upholds the weak.
His word speaks only truth,
His wrath undoes the wicked.

You truly are beautiful Princess...

My Princess, My Queen, I salute thee Milady,
with one knee to the floor, a courtesy of the head
and a kiss on the back of your hand....

Words aren't enough, I know
To know what's on one's mind
To feel the touch of embrace
To see what eyes can do
To hear what the heart tells you so.
But one thing I know, LOVE is beyond senses
Beyond the boundaries of selfless heart
Beyond what eyes can see, what beauty says,
Beyond what mind can think of things absurd
Beyond of what feels of touch and kisses express,
And Love is not a function of emotions, but the decision of will.

My Lord, my Prince, my King of insights,

Thy greetings are more refreshing to me than water.
Thy words more nourshing than bread.
My soul rejoices at the sight of your name.
My heart is warmed by the things you've said.
May we always be able to share our thoughts,
And tell one another our joy and pain.
When no one else will listen, I always will.
For you and I are siblings still the same.

thou art beautiful my friend. I have touched the tendrils of your mind and they have the strength and warmth of a thousand suns... "Stranger in a Strange Land!"

When tender leaves are budding green
and all is new...
remember me.
I'll think of you with heavy heart...
emotion, yet unseen.

And come the summer's starry night
when roses bloom
and life is sweet in Nature's womb,
I'll wish for you
'till darkness fades to light.

And when the green has turned to gold,
the leaves will fall
as tinted tears,
my soul will call across the miles,
its secret love, untold.

For when the earth is cold and bare
and all is white
with winter's snow,
fire's light will blaze in eyes
that whisper still... "I care".

If I could give you the stars
I would
So your nights would never be lonely

If I could give you the sun
I would
So your days would never be cold

If I could give you the wind
I would
So you could hear the joy of life

If I could give you the waves of the sea
I would
So you could hear the power of nature

If I could give you the strength of the mountians
I would
So the trials of life would not hurt you

If I could give you the color of rainbows
I would
So your world would never be dreary

All these things I would give you
If I could
But all I can give you is
My goodwill
My fondness
My words
My thoughts
And my wishes

I hope they're enough....

I heard a sound today, my friend,
Such a sound I heard
Like angels singing in my heart
Like children playing in the park
Like babbling streams through misty dark
'Twas such a sound I heard

I heard a sound today, my friend,
Such a sound I heard
Like cry I heard from my first born
Like bluebirds call in early morn
Like velvet silence before a storm
'Twas such a sound I heard

I heard a sound today, my friend
Such a sound I heard
That sound I heard... it was my Choice
Now I'm in love with your sweet voice...

The Many Faces of a Little Sister

An impish sunbeam that taps your shoulder
And then runs and hide behind the curtain.
The little fawn that quietly follows you
With large soft eyes filled with adoration.

The fairy that leaves you bouquets
Of multicolored wilted wildflowers.
The elf who gives you an unstrung harp
And begs for you to fix it for her.

The little rain cloud that drips tears
When you are to busy to pay attention.
The flower that opens in brilliant bloom
When you pay her a compliment.

The rainbow that swirls around you
Chasing after butterflies
While you wonder whether you should
Strangle or hug her.

I walked through the labyrinth of life to find,
a road that seemed to twist and wind.
With a search that seemed to go nowhere,
I found a secret door to find,
Your love and presence waiting there.
A love so rich and true combined.
Something few hold, so very rare,
So entire and so fair.
You engraved your love down on my soul,
Filling up this lifeless hole.
Writing your name upon my heart,
That said we shall never be apart.
Take care my little sister....

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